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This phrase caught my attention: "Yes, Seeing requires something,..." [pg 9 Second Touch, Brodie and Brock Thoene] 

Seeing...Seeing the hurt, discerning the unjust, understanding the need.  

Matthew 25:37-39  (CJB)

37 Then the people who have done what God wants will reply, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and make you our guest, or needing clothes and provide them? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison, and visit you?’


The journey of "seeing" has required has required introspection, engagement and sacrifice.  Over 13 years ago "seeing" is what opened the way to our family journey into the world of housing ministry.  Day after day my husband and I would see young men and women walking up and down the city streets, see the progression of a young pregnant woman turning into a young woman pushing a stroller accompanied by different friends.  We would see the going in and out of houses and the apparent random families that were being created in response to broken down family systems.  We began the introspection of what does this mean, what am I seeing and who is reaching these young, random families in our community, who is telling them that there is another way, who will go?  This finally led to the decision to engage through the sacrifice of leaving the life, comforts and possessions we knew to step fully into our roles as live in house parents.  

This seeing has continued...with each young woman and child and family encountered, seeing the realities of brokenness, sexual abuse, neglect and abandonment...being asked to open the door of our hearts to the realities of sex trafficking and the slope of decline when our sexuality is used outside of God's design.  Seeing the link of pornography, abortion, sex trafficking and the cycle of drug addiction.  The seeing continues to press and require a response.  The seeing continues to challenge and to change.  The seeing and being seen continue the introspection, engagement and sacrifice.

Ezekiel 47:6 (CJB)

He asked me, “Human being, have you seen this?” ...


May your eyes be open to see!  May you press in to understand the need!  May you wait for the Lord to direct your path to respond!

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Proverbs 2:3-5  (CJB)

yes, if you will call for insight
and raise your voice for discernment,
if you seek it as you would silver
and search for it as for hidden treasure —
then you will understand the fear of Adonai
and find knowledge of God.

Gemstones are treasured by most of us and to retrieve these precious gems from deep down the earth crust one has to go in for treasure hunt. Gemstone Mining is very complex and tedious process that requires huge input of valuable resources such as time, workforce, equipments and knowledge etc. There are different methods for recovering the gemstone from the lap of Mother Nature. The appropriate procedure is selected depending upon the circumstances but no matter what method is selected the entire process of gemstone mining needs to be very systematic as it costs a lot of money. The total process of gemstone mining is so intricate that inspite of putting in so much efforts there is no surety of the results. Failures and disappointments always have higher percentage than the success.  Excerpt from an article on by SHEWETA DHANUKA

The process of mining for gemstones is not unlike the work of housing ministry.  The work of helping another person see themselves as loved, valued and wanted "is very complex and tedious" and "requires huge input of valuable resources" with "no surety of the results."  We come to this work of love because we were loved and sought after in the same way, because we ourselves have come to the refiners fire.  I marvel at the lengths of love my Father God lavishes on me.  In the middle of what does not make sense, or feels too high a price, He gifts me with a glimpse of the gemstone...the beautiful, God breathed creation that I am called to love and care for. 

The brilliant color catches my gaze and I feel reenergized to get back to the process.  The joy comes in the smile that reaches the eyes, the written word that reminds me Jesus was in the story long before me, the action of taking this step to put aside the normal and ugly for something more...Each person stepping out of the darkness allowing me to come alongside them to mine for the treasure that has almost been lost is the journey I am on.  

 May you catch a glimpse of the gemstones you are working to recover!  May you not be discouraged at the apparent failures and disappointments!

May you allow yourself to remain in process as you yourself are being refined!

Malachi 3:1-3 (CJB)

“Look! I am sending my messenger
to clear the way before me;
and the Lord, whom you seek,
will suddenly come to his temple.
Yes, the messenger of the covenant,
in whom you take such delight —
look! Here he comes,”
says Adonai-Tzva’ot.
But who can endure the day when he comes?
Who can stand when he appears?
For he will be like a refiner’s fire,
like the soapmaker’s lye.
He will sit, testing and purifying the silver;
he will purify the sons of Levi,
refining them like gold and silver,
so that they can bring offerings to Adonai uprightly.

2 Corinthians 4:6-7(CJB)

For it is the God who once said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” who has made his light shine in our hearts, the light of the knowledge of God’s glory shining in the face of the Messiah Yeshua.

But we have this treasure in clay jars, so that it will be evident that such overwhelming power comes from God and not from us.

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You call me out upon the waters
The great unknown where feet may fail
And there I find You in the mystery
In oceans deep
My faith will stand

Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)

 Hillsong United

Many of us know this song and the lyrics remind us of our call to walk by faith and encourage us to go "where feet may fail."  This journey in family and ministry has no end to the unknowns and the places that require deeper trust.  We can only hold loosely our expectations, structures and systems.  We must allow room for "other" and the great mystery of what the Lord is working in another person's life even as we do our part in offering the hope of salvation, setting clear boundaries and marking out a path to restoration.

Sometimes the greatest moments of unknown are in the offer of that young woman the ability to return to a family setting with dynamics and people we cannot control, trusting that it is the right thing to do in her walking out her decision making, self-determination and putting into practice all she has seen and heard while with you.  Sometimes the unknown looks like sharing your heart with your team members, not sure of their position on a matter and trusting the outcome to the Lord.  Sometimes standing in faith looks like saying no to an opportunity that may meet a need but is not confirmed in your spirit.  


Isaiah 48:6 (NIV) 
You have heard these things; look at them all.
Will you not admit them?
“From now on I will tell you of new things,
of hidden things unknown to you.

My prayer for you is that you will take that next step down the path of the great unknown and that you can walk "where feet may fail"!


Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior

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noun: umbrella; plural noun: umbrellas


a device consisting of a circular canopy of cloth on a folding metal frame supported by a central rod, used as protection against rain or sometimes sun.


a protecting force or influence.
"the American nuclear umbrella over the West"


Over the seasons of living with and loving the young women and their children that have been part of our lives, I have come to recognize the real role that we serve.  We are an umbrella.  We offer "protection against" further hardship, deeper hurt and facing life alone.  We are a "protecting force or influence" that for a season offers hope, gives voice to long silent dreams, and gently points the way to the eternal.  Much like the banner of love we are offered by our Heavenly Father, so we step into that role for those who would choose to step out of the sun or rain and we remain in place as a rally point.

Season after season we hear from someone who came to us in a time of need and now they know where they can step out of the storm.  We are here.   They can freely come and go and choose to stay under the protective cover, stand nearby, or simply check to see if the umbrella is still open.  Making full use of the umbrella is a choice, returning to the umbrella is optional and there is no further obligation once they have let go.  We remain in place to provide protection, to offer hope and to live our mandate of love.

Psalm 60:6  (CJB)

(4) To those who fear you because of the truth
you gave a banner to rally around, (Selah)


Song of Solomon 2:4(CJB)

He brings me to the banquet hall;
his banner over me is love.

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Ephesians 6:13-15 (NIV)

13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.

When the day of evil comes, and after you have done everything...Stand firm then.

Yesterday as I was reflecting on the week behind and preparing for the week ahead I had this sense that I was at the "after..."  The battle is still unfinished, the obstacles have not all cleared, but the groundwork is laid, the preparation of prayer is done, the explanations have run out, the team is prepared, the "everything I can do" is done and now it is time to stand firm.

It is time to "resist" the lies of the enemy the taunts that say it was in is not worth will not last.  

It is time to rest in the truth and promises I know, I have seen, I have heard.

It is time to STAND.

May you be on your guard!  May you be prepared to stand firm! May you know God's love is at the heart of everything you do!

  1 Corinthians 16:13-14(NIV)

13 Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. 14 Do everything in love.

 Psalm 33:10-12 (NIV)

10 The Lord foils the plans of the nations;
    he thwarts the purposes of the peoples.
11 But the plans of the Lord stand firm forever,
    the purposes of his heart through all generations.

12 Blessed is the nation whose God is the Lord,
    the people he chose for his inheritance.